the substitute people.
out of sight and out of mind usually.
only approached in times of trouble-taken for a free ride.
silently cast aside in times of happiness.
thrown around to try to fit others.
only alive in the background.
the backstage crew.
never seen upfront during the play.
only there to ensure all goes smoothly.
no credit and effort recognition.
don’t even mention appreciation.
ever [...]
Entries from March 2008
March 27, 2008
the substitute people
March 24, 2008
random post ;p
yesterday, when mum and i were walking towards novena to grab some groceries, we met this viet boy who was studying here.. staying one floor below us.. going to visit his aunt and it turns out that hes unit is not the one that is causing all the racket .. its the indonesian boys.. they [...]
March 23, 2008
its the hard knock life
sai ban.. so fast and have to go back to work .. sighs piess…
sometimes its just so tiring.. having to take note of what is going on in so many places .. and really know your stuff.. the information overload is just “killing me softly.. with its eyes” ok.. thats pretty lame.. but its already [...]
March 21, 2008
things said twice doesn’t mean as much
well.. something i just got from watching stepmom.. I think its a pretty fantastic touching ang moh show .. like when one says i will never never forget it.. never being mentioned twice would have lost its effect.. because never the word itself does have implications of eternity.. thus in saying it twice, it does [...]
March 17, 2008
mini reflection
Thank you God.. Thank you God for being so real.. Thank you for your grace…. Totally in awe .. everytime one reaches a dryness, sometimes its just good to take a step back, and slowly start thanking Him for the smallest.. and you will realise that actually, there are really so many things that we [...]
March 11, 2008
start of something new
bye emox kia
just need to change my perception.. after all, humans we are adaptable creatures eh? well.. cannot also must make can.. i am working to blow the first pay check.. and after so much effort into this thing, please i pray that don’t let it all go to waste..
Thank God for this new start [...]
March 10, 2008
enough is enough
Ok.. enough tears and all .. i can’t possibly continue living my life in tears on a daily basis – i will go blind on top of the dead cells on my upper and lower eye lids ..
*BUCK UP BUCK UP*
come on come on (jan 2005)
its all about psyching yourself into it .. [...]
March 6, 2008
work day#3
ok.. today was alrighty.. manage to make $50 ..
and i calculated, if i just manage to sustain at this amount everyday, ideally it will take me 18 days to pay off my bad debt ..
then after this 18 days, it will be a time to think again if i really should continue with this kinda [...]
March 5, 2008
Work Day #2
lost today..
nonetheless at times, i did witness God moving the market in my favour.. but out of greed, just don’t heed..
Saviour He can move the mountaians,
My God is mighty to save.. He is Mighty to saveee
it was a costly slap on the face .. i really do hope i know what i am doing [...]
March 4, 2008
Work Day #1
Today was day No.1 at work ..
Let me show you my work place :
I had my little corner at first.. but then, i was “promoted ” .. ok thats rubbish.. but after much movement because the com was too high for me.. then i moved back into the main ship.. well not like [...]
