hiyahs.. every time after a ‘emox’ post, it always seem so hard to continue with like a normal post .. so irritating i should i had slapped myself outta that sadness at that point in time .. *slap slaps*
fine.. so i failed driving .. that lousy test .. but then again , one thing that [...]
Entries from June 2008
June 30, 2008
it ain’t nobody’s fault but mine
June 27, 2008
failed from melbourne to singapore
so far, if theres one thing that i cant seem to master .. its the studying of the books and theory tests for driving .. all the way form melbourne to singapore .. one result that is consistent, is FAIL ..
*takes in a deep breath*
enough said .. i feel quite crushed i don’t have ‘common [...]
June 26, 2008
okai a li ..
Thank You God! Thank YOu GOd! no amount of words can express my gratefulness for now .. You just never stop at amazing us in all that we do .. Thank You You always bless us more than we give ..
*You are, more than enough for me
I have made my record high with [...]
June 19, 2008
i will be still.. know you, are God
i just never expected it coming…
but i know that You are here ..
please help her through this .. make her realised that shes loved even though circumstances may lead her to think that life is meaningless ..
sighs pies … so many things happen in such a nick of time .. makes you so tempted [...]
June 18, 2008
skip to the lou..
yesterday, i had night positions with mum, so i told her :
“mum, fei yu qing is coming to hold concert leh”
mum: ” aiyah, he always come every year one!”
me: *giggles* then how you want to go?
mum: no loh.. only the aunties will go ..
me: glances at her in disbelief ..
then she just started laughing .. [...]
June 16, 2008
a new start
ok .. i was supposed todo the gym thing one week ago.. no more excuse, tmr i already arrange to go liaos ..
and aim is to realistically make 1k a day ..
you know its like .. i think as much as i have friends, those that can really know and understand me are probably are [...]
June 13, 2008
consequences of unrealistic goals
If i did not stick my nosey nose into studies,
i can just knock off at 7pm and just play my ds
i can go to the gym on a more consistent basis
i can sleep for 8 hours for all i like
i can be also volunteer with an organisation
i can be earning more money
i can be losing [...]
June 12, 2008
press or not
I am looking to write in to my lecturer for my last results .. but then again i cant decide..
i feel indignant and at the same time feel quite unconfident of my writing ..
but there is that glimmer of chance that i might have a chance
and yet . because shes irresponsibile, i dont know if [...]
June 11, 2008
marked down
stupid bitch.. really stupid bitchh …
i think i am being marked down for my assignment .. but i am not sure am i saying it because i am super pissed at her comments or that i know shes bias or that i think i am really being marked down ..
honestly.. its like for the fucking [...]
June 8, 2008
Change
“Change isn’t the absence of struggle, but its the freedom to choose in the midst of that struggle”
i am working towards this change in my life.
signed up for a gym – done
learn driving – until after my assignment finishes – i am not super woman
get plan done before 18th – almost done, just need [...]
