things are not right when ..

today so much wrong shits going on ..
1) ate soup ramen on this splitting hot day .. i wanted soba but ended up with ramen ..
2) blank mind while working today
3) walked up the escalator twice not knowing where i am supposed to go when i am supposed to go to class
4) went to isetan [...]

suck it up

here we are once again ..
i am so sick and tired of this emotionally and psychologically ..
surprisingly i didn’t cry or anything …
its so .. here we go again …
maybe the reality hasnt sunk in yet …
i know we just took it for granted …
oh wells..
whatever will be will be ..
“we make informed choices when [...]

look at yourself and make that … change

hmmss.. i didn’t really managed to sleep but i am not complaining ..
i feel like i got a mini revelation .. wells.. its like how cliche sayings are always taken for granted .. but only 1 reason that will convince yourself to believe in it .. one that only makes sense to yourself and nobody [...]

mysteries of life

I just want to kick myself in the leg… HOW COME LIKE THATT??? bahhhh .. i could have been standing outside the stadium and hear the arashi concert live even if i didn’t have a ticket or something …. my parents are at the place where they are having their concert .. how sian is [...]