ya pai ri

thankfully i am/wasnt in the mood for any celebration ..
with such a shit like this that happen,
i also dont have any mood to do anything …
my lao beng uncle fell off the construction site on work.. 2 stories high  and is now in the hospital vomitting blood … and previously they just sent him to [...]

suck it up

here we are once again ..
i am so sick and tired of this emotionally and psychologically ..
surprisingly i didn’t cry or anything …
its so .. here we go again …
maybe the reality hasnt sunk in yet …
i know we just took it for granted …
oh wells..
whatever will be will be ..
“we make informed choices when [...]

wa ka ra nai

i really dont understand  …
why is it when i try to tell my parents how i really feel about things, it just seems like the message just cannot get across …
these few days has really been very stressful for me .. i am really not able to take the stress , and am not exaggerating, [...]

mini accident

I honestly looked forward to this week .. it was the meeting ups of so many peoples and has brought about  many joy and excitement each time i finished work … 
weds met up with fairy, serene and plonks .. although it was a pity that the famous stalls at old airport road were not opened [...]

get a life : get outta here

so yes .. once again we are back here again at step one .. this is so not getting anywhere…
you can just be honest about things but not be heard … the way you want to be heard .. sometimes its just best to just shut up and keep it all inside to just prevent [...]

missing out?

i should be :
 
 
or even part of this picture :
up the kk mountain …　
やまにのぼったり、マジョングをしたり　します。楽しかったですね？
nonetheless really proud of them .. knew they were able to do it …
and really sorry for all the last min inconveniences caused … 
 
maybe i am just fated to travel alone .. and its better .. lesser problems for people around me [...]

test blues

i hate tests/exams … ok .. i wont really use the word hate, but more afraid .. i am super duper afraid of tests and exams .. and i think i probably freak out like.. 100% higher than the normal average person in handling the test .. it really makes me feel even more insecure [...]

feminish-y

ok .. i just had my jap class and its another round of complains again .. 
firstly, i just probably couldnt stand one of the comment that one of the guys in my class made . Cos this guy was asking him whether dating the first month you carry the girl’s bag for her ( OK.. [...]

shape it up

before i forget a very belated happy birthday to my dear plonksu! たんじょび　おめでと！
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
yesterday, one of mum’s friend came over and she told mum she is in NUS studying economics and finance.. and mum was expecting me to go there and study and “gain knowledge” about economics and all … but to a large extent.. yeah [...]